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07 agosto Buy Modos 2008 presale please~~27 maggio Breathe Me by SiaHelp, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small I'm needy Warm me up And breathe me 10 febbraio I liveHello..
I sold my car on Chinese New Year! my spacio is officially gone~~~~ the "weird" car that i always drive, its really GooNE!... ok i am not sad about it @@ and i am not a cold blooded human being -.-"...ok maybe i am... LOL i don't really love my cars HAHA =.="... or anything for that matter (ok..except my family and friends xD..) but i was kinda sad when my dad's old car nissan was gone~ anyway.. getting new cars soon...meh~
Summer is nearly over.... my boss said when mornings start to get cold thats when u know autumn is coming.. :P, but i must say i have the best summer this year. I went to BBQ and beaches alot regardless of my retarded teeth and eye LOL.... but i had the best summer... yippy! I kinda get lecture by my bosses (during lunch breaks) and parents everyday about "life" =.="...... i am rather 'behind' or should i say i have a great start in life that i never realised how hard life can be, maybe blinded by the difficulties of others and never understand why ppl go thru the suffers when they can achieve the best. Never got to understand the meaning of
"the-best"...all u can live on is to aim for the best and when u can't get the best thats when compromises begin, can you live with lots of compromises or would you rather to shut it down without the word compromises. meh~ compromises was never in my dictionary until my boss said "YOU YOUNG PPL, I DON"T GET WHAT U ALL ARE THINKING~ u all think that the world is revolved around you that all the best must come and when the best doesn't arrive, u go all crazy.Life is about compromises, that's life!" Ok... i used to be rather fussy with the work i do because i believed that the perfection will be admired by others, now i realised i wasted so much time to mould something so faulty into perfection that is when we say "waste of time,money and energy". Ye.. perfection is good but not everyone is going to wait around for your perfection because of our self-centred desires to be perfect. Hopefully, someday the bubble that has been protecting our desire will somehow breaks and let us breathe, perhaps grow out of it. 01 gennaio 2@@8 - The year of RatYay!! Happy New Year everyone!!! I'm greeting all of you guys from here!! [Save money + Save energy] <-- yar! Sustainable :P LOL.. and i have been telling everyone that NZ post lost all the xmas cards and presents i sent to you guys XD LOL.... sorry i have been quite slack this year with the greetings, presents and greeting cards. I will make up for it next year [yeah right!] lol Achievements of 2007, i have hugely improved my relationships with my family and friends. I am starting to learn how to eliminate things that isn't important at all.. (such as such people always want to be an ass to others just to make themselves feel like they are important or "the man"), i just hope one day they will wake up that the world isn't surrounded by their egos. [i am not pointing my finger at anyone lalala). I have nothing much to complain about or unsatisfied with, life has been treating me great... absolutely great.. For those that is still in the "complain" zone of their lives, get out of it man.. stop wasting your time and live your life. To be quite honest, i am getting quite sick of hearing people about what they "don't" have rather than what they have -.-".... ok.. maybe if they talk too much about what they have, thats when u want to slap them in the face and say keep it to urself, but MAN!!!!!!! I am basically saying... u don't have what you want? go get it!! duhh!!! its as simple as that.. and when you tried your best but didn't get it, just move on!!! -.-" okie... thats all ~~ Back to work on the 15th!! Been out driving in this nice weather, its great ^^, Summer is SO GOOD HERE!!!!!! hahahaha~~ Anyway!! COME BACK honeysssss!!!! miss you guys heaps ^^ mei~ 22 dicembre ok... fine.... request from the bday boy :PHappy Birthday Ramon Sun!Happy Birthday to our ramon sun :P
LOL!!!!!
awww so sweet, two gays
ramon is so sexy :X 17 dicembre can't wait to bum around for 2 weeks!!Hello!~
Everyone has been rushing for xmas :P! For the first time...I AM RUSHING AT WORK FOR XMAS TOO!!!!!!!! i have actually come to a point that my mind has been repeating:
"please let this end -.-" i am so tired!!!!! let this end"
but that thought automatically vanish when my boss goes "hey! we must get it done by TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! because the council needs it tommorow" im like....................oh ffffffff!!!! so i was a monkey and did it for the whole day and finally i did rush it... Tommoro i am back to the landscape architect for another Cad monkey work haha~
i have been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- uguu.... i can't wait to bum around again >.<~ ok.. maybe not :P haha!! oh well~ holiday is gonna start in one week! yay!!! time to meet up with friends and bum around with friends! actually.. maybe not @@ gotta save up :P haha!
I hope all of you guys are having the time of your life in wherever you are :P~
Have an awesome Christmas and a happy new year :), i hope next year, we can all meet up and spend the new year together ^^v! or in 10 years time =.=" ok.. thats depressing lol! Anyway! catch up soon everyone..! have a merry merry merry xmas ^^ and miss you guys heaps already :P (especially olivia hun :P) oH yea... thanks for the xmas cards <-- it feels really good to receive PHYSICAL xmas cards!! it feels so different from the virtual ones :P lol!
THANK you SO MUch for the xmas present olivia hun! u always give me xmas presents everyyear! wherever u r .. u ALWAYS give me xmas presents! I WILL GIVE U A BIGGGGGGGGGG KISS when u come back :P hAHAHAHAHAHAH!! i will call u soon k!! i owe you heaps hun~
Mei~ 25 novembre Good Day - But im at home trying to get ready for workhooray~!!! the house look absolutely fabulous~!!(i will post some pictures on later)
Everything has been going super great!!!!!!
 - Surgery was successful,
- Family members has been cool and cheeky lol,
- friends has been absolutely caring
 ,- trip to melbourne is doing super great coz of Emily, we only need $150 for 5 days accommodation LOL...so cooL!!!!!!!!
- "met a super handsome dentist on saturday," SO COOL! lol.... mental note to whoever is reading this : " i am NOT desperate"rofl......
- work has been great~~ coz im so so high~~
- Have an interview coming up @ an architectural firm on tuesday~ don't think i will get it but good experience i guess..[experience of "rejection"] lol
- camping with ei[s] to Bay of Island~~ <-- i think thats still on LOL.. winnie is organising it HoorayYYYy!!!!!!!!!! camp camp camp camp camp.... actually i think i enjoy more on the fact that we are going to go on a roadtrip...
sweet sweet melody~!
anyway -.-" i have been super high after the surgery, i think its coz i have been sleeping alot... i haven't slept like that for a very very long long time..... it was good @@... i didn't think of ANYTHING but just sleep sleep sleep.. its because i had to sleep.... It still hurts though -.-" i was mourning about it to Thomas yesterday -.-"....
MY: "my teeth hurts",
T:" but u don't have any teeth there, how can it hurts???"
MY: ")!(@&$)(@^)@!($^()@!()@!&()#!!!!!!!!!!"....GNM lol...So ..uhmm.. yea.. my gum still hurts...
Our retard baby [Thomas] is going to go Japan this Friday lo........ he is going to be there for 4 months (?) or more (?), but thats ok... i have his webcamera buahahahahaha..........[i am not a freeloader, but the longer he stays.. the longer i can keep the webcam heheheheheheh!!]........ (dot dot dot dot dot) lol... ok just kidding... we will miss u... oh wait -.-"".. i think its only me @@" since olivia is super happy being the ultimate super cool housewife style @ hk and ramon is gonna go visit olivia @ beijing and find u @ japan -.-"".. u guys are gonna have fun without me >.<~ damn those teeth & eye.. -.-".... but i have to get them fixed.
Uhmm....i might be going cruising with my parents to tonga HAHAHAHAHA i think its tonga or fiji LOL... or around Pacific ocean... that is not set yet because we gotta put up the Gib boards and paint the building that will take another month, so probably that will be in December or next Jan.. Oh well.... anyway~! I hope everyone is having this super cool happy holiday!! ^^, the weather is so good.... i miss olivia SO MUCH whenever the weather is sunny!!! thats why i rang her this morning LOL.... come back soon!!!! ><"!! we go vineyard to have coffee together and read magazine.. ^^~~~
and thomas come back soon too!!!!! don't stay too long @ Japan with japanese girls -.-"' lol ok... yea... i don't think u will come back soon -.-" japanese girls <-- DAISUKi!!!!!!!!
and ramon -.-... spend time in beijing with OUR OLIVIA AS MUCH AS U CAN IN BEIJING HEheHEheHEHEHEhe!!
Miss u guys heaps ~!
a-mei 07 - off to cook n sleep in between @@....lol 15 ottobre Nick Lachey - On And On lyricsWhen the darkness finds the night My heart still beat for you In your eyes I see the lie What can I do, I'll try my best to walk away So I don't have to feel the pain It goes on and on, on and on And this emptiness I feel goes on and on On and on As I cry myself to sleep I just can't go on On and on When this love I feel for you is so strong On and on, on and on Why can't I feel your heartbeat next to mine The way it used to be I love that purpose that is so right I need you to see I try my best to walk away But I just can't ignore the pain It goes on and on, on and on And this emptiness I feel goes on and on, on and on As I cry myself to sleep I just can't go on On and on When this love I feel for you is so strong On and on, on and on Can I find a way to let you know Could I ever make you see Baby you took my soul and took my heart But the pain you left all for me It goes on and on On and on and this emptiness I feel, it goes on and on, on and on As I cry myself to sleep I just can't go on On and on When this love I feel for you is so strong On and on, on and on You've got someone else to share your nights I guess it's meant to be In your eyes I see the lie But the light's not from me I turn around and walk away But I'll never escape the pain It goes on and on, on and on It goes on and on 24 settembre olivia doesn't love us anymore~ ><"Hello....~~
Todays weather... BEYOND bad... shower, rain, thunder, hail.... during my lunch with olivia and cherry @ ponsonby....
And olivia told me something really really really bad ><"!!!! she is moving back to hk!!!!!!!!!!!!! selling her peugeot... ><"".. she doesn't love us anymore coz we are too ugly...LOL huhuhuhuhuhu :'(...
i was ready that everyone is going to leave nz "someday" but i never thought... its in less than 6 months... all these are happening abit fast for me to react properly...Thomas is leaving too and probably cherry ... u guys don't love me anymore huhuhu.. im SO sorry im so ugly...LOL......
anyway.... going to miss you guys heaps~
Love,
a-mei
21 settembre our retard baby is graduating on 25th from retardation dEGREE!!!!Our retardation baby is graduating this coming tuesday (25th) xP Lets celeberate retardation Day On that DAy..YAY!!!
18 settembre Jem - Save Me lyrics I've gotta stop my mind Working overtime It's driving me insane It will not let me live Always so negative It's become my enemy Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh Why would I think such things Crazy thoughts have quick wings Gaining momentum fast One minute I am fine The next I've lost my mind To a fake fantasy And none of these thoughts are real So why is it that I feel So cut up and so bad I need to take control Coz my mind is on a roll And it isn't listening to me Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh [thinking and thinking] Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh [thinking and thinking] Mirror mirror on the wall Who's the dumbest of them all Insecurities keep growing Wasted energies are flowing Anger, pain and sadness beckon Panic sets in in a second Be aware it's just your mind And you can stop it anytime Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh [thinking and thinking] Save me ah ah save me ah ah save me ah wooh [thinking and thinking] Ok so here we go If it works I'll let you know One two three I say stop 14 settembre Retardation Day - Alo and Demi's Birthday Happy Birthday to Adrian and Demi...... i will remember today forever =.="" and the tauranga day forever =.="".... retardation day =.="~~~~~~
i feel so damaged
LOL
Happy Birthday x 2
is it just me... or.... have ei[S] has gone SO DAMAGED this semester!?!?!?!?!?!
random overnight @ tauranga =.="" (so basically we all stayed up late for no reason other than find a place to sleep) and onne killed us... but killed 4 people badly... K.O.
random overnight @ my house on 14 Sept (so basically we all stayed up late for two Sh*tty movies... ok.. maybe One Sh*tty movie and one that is too good for us to stay awake)....
oNne.. damaged ei[S]... we are hoping to have hot and sexy panda to save us... HOTTY.. CHIU---- g
[V†Ce::. says:
lol all brain damage gary thinks we are all brain damage.... he is in ei[S] too.. he is very damaged as well...
ei[S] shall find the way...... one day.... that one day won't be near.. that one day will be.... .... err... after next year... hopefully...... anger management shall start Today
ei[S] rules! ..........................................(well at least used to)
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
sign -OUT-
04 settembre HAPpy Birthday to Adrian and Demi....~~~ @ Tauranga..More photos to be updated when i freelooadd more photoss.. otherwise... go to (arron) AChA's Blog....
creaMED Adrian! we think he looked super cool on that day :P 01 settembre a blog entry to say... thank you everyone!!!!the entry name may sound rather lame.. but really... THANK YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i wanna thank ... ok... it is getting lame.. but who cares~~~
thank you all of u guys for taking care of my lostness..... i really don't want to cause any inconvinence for anybody... but i am at a point that ... i really really really can't do it all by myself....
Thank u bk for d/l software for me~~ ><"".... and take care of knight's friend =.="".. sorri.. for all the inconvinence ... so sorRRYy...
thank you olivia and rosie and winnie for going lunch with me .. i was starving.. ok ok i know its all about FOOd but... i was feeling so HAPPY~~~~ food.. yum yum....
thank you cherry and olivia for coming out randomly and do nothing and sat there and be lost like me LOL!!!
thank you thomas for coming out n take me to dinner at like midnight LOL... thank u SO MUCHHHH><"" i was starving =o=""
thank you winnie for typing out the PM notes for me.... ~~~>_<~~~ thank you rosie for photocopying PM notes for me... thank you acha for photocopying Practice Notes for me with ur finger @@"".....
thank you rex for taking me home to city and city to home with my random call n txt...
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oh yea.. thank you dragon for remembering that i don't have a car home LOL!!!
thank you rose for giving me suggestions to fix my retina degradation.. thank u thank u ~~ i will get it fix in the holiday.........
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so greatful to have friends ^^..... lol!!
sorry for being the Ultimate freeloader these days...
I shall hope i get back on track soon....... pray for me >_<"
A-mei~
28 agosto - reality check -ok..... omg........ pressure is on -.-" gotta work my ass off for life and money and house and car and omg -___-" i felt totally terrible for not working on site today.... i thought i should really take a day off... but really.. the world doesn't stop spinning because YOU waNT A DAY OFF =.="" ... so basically....i kinda lost 8 hours of onsite work today because i was so self centred and wanna spend a day off and NOT do anything... i'm sure it will haunt me down one day after i graduate... for not pushing myself hard enough to learn more... fffffffffffffffffff =.="'.. anger...... Other than work.... something that worries me alot at the moment is UNI WORK ><" design has been on my mind every night before i go to sleep.. i don't know how to do it -__-""... i know i have to START it.. but everytime i stare at it ..... i just get turn off and started doing computing =.=" LOL..... but really.. i need to push myself harder to do design.... and as for computing.... it isn't going anywhere... because i haven't touch it ever since last tuesday... and PM.. it is not going anywhere because i am still on page 57 and hey... i was feeling rather depressed on Friday coz i found out =.="" i have to work like full time 4 days a week this week... and also on saturday and sunday if the weather is cool... i work on site... and i know i am working more than i have time for uni work... i am trying very hard very very very very very extremely HARD to put everything together...... so i think i will be disappearing for awhile...... AGAIN... and i gotta get my wisdom tooth fix next month! and i think... if i save enough of $$ i will be fixing my retina in beijing~ ok... i just realised..... everything seems to be coming together... although i was going crazy for not being able to get anything done and right... well it was kinda scary with my boss and the site people putting pressure on me like "HEY!! U R THE ARCHITECT!! u should know" COM"N MAN!!!!! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ><""""""""""""""""""" =.=""....... i can talk to u about theory shit... but i don't know how does this CONNECT TO THAT..... i will say to u...... give me 2 hours.. at the library... i will tell the answer tommorow =.=" now i realised..... is that why they want at least 5 years experience to enable you to work @ their firm.... hmm.. interesting =.=" ok... other than that..... family relationship is fine~ we did our family day on sunday!! yippy yay yay~~~~ didn't do much.. kinda pissed my dad off because i suggested "LETS GO MOMO TEA DADDY"!!! lol.. he hates those places... and my dad knows i suggested it because he feels strongly about those places :P.... wakkakaka.... hmm.... friends seems fine.... #1 rule... IF U R IN TROUBLE.. tell me =.=" otherwise i won't know...!! #2 rule... i love u all of u guys wow..... anyway =.=""... shit... i should be sleeping... work tommorow =.="" Good night ^^~~ ps. Jasmax film festival IS SO BORING -.-"""..... all of us fell asleep!.. except me @@" coz i was poking brian whenever he fell asleep LOL... ok.. sorry about the poking =.="~~~ but it was kinda fun... i mean.. sorry
Mei~ 16 agosto Gonna be on the website!!! [High Country Horses]Gonna be on the website!!! [High Country Horses]
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and work work work..... ok... from now on.. NO MORE OUTINGS FOR MEEEEEEEEEEee until.. end of the year =.="""........... i can't exactly say i don't like work... i do quite like it.. because it made me feel like... "ye! i accomplished something today!" although sometimes its just array of floor joists across the plans ... but hey... it felt like... hmm! these floor joists are getting build soon! o ye... i was working on the site on saturday... ye.. -.-" my weekends basically filled up with site work =.="".. well anyway.... i was putting floor joists on... farrr!!! ye its not as easy as ARRAY =.="and made me realised... omg =.="" i just drew this for the stephen's project like yesterday and i never knew it is so hard to put on JUST ONE FLOOR JOIST... its easy to draw it on an angled floor joist but to put it on.. kinda sucks... but the coolest part for working on site is is that.. i got to use the GUNS!!! nail guns!!!! they are cool!!!!!!!! it was fun........ theres this gun that can shoot from the frame through to the concrete foundation.. i never knew we had to do that coz that is not in any of the working drawings that i had to draw! i guess some things that you can never stop learning until u get to like age 50 =.="... i must admit.. it did feel rather raped in the guts for NOT knowing stuffs like that.... theres some kind of pride like... hey i go to architecture school.. im cool.. i should know heaps... but i don't know anything... got so owned at the site for not knowing how to use the laser level.... it looked easy.. but there are things that u just cannot learn from uni =.=".. how the hell was i suppose to know to put the level DOWN to have the laser level UP =.="... yea... and the builders laughed at me -.-" ha ha =.=" fun.... hmm.... i guess this all made me realised.... i love work :P... not because of the money... its the experience .. wow.. i actually said its because of the experience!!! ok.. i guess my work is going alright now... at first it was hard because... they laugh at me =.=""... and said "man... architects these days, know NOTHING"... OK... 1st im not an architect YET! =.="... so stop laughing at me ><""... and im still a student ><"!!! i think they have stopped laughing at me..... which is good...
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